A slice of silence.

An unfailing ability to fall in love with all the assholes. Who is nothing without music, dance, words, a voice, and the ability to be swallowed in a crowd and never be found.

Justin Nozuka

Justin Nozuka
A man who never fails to make me study, help me sleep, and completely and utterly make my day. <3

Saturday, November 6, 2010

People I need to marry.

So I'm running through a list of guys I need to marry. Because I just realized how many guys out there are amazing, amazing people.

They will take a one way ticket down to Malaysia, get a cab and buy the most bad ass kicks and the cutest picks, and run in the rain, in their white T-shirts, all the way to my door. They'll climb up the window, and they'll instantly be all dry cause they're hot like that. And we can discuss about music, and eat chocolates and drink Milo, and talk all through the night. And exchange shirts, wink wink.

Something along those lines. ;))


The first guy on my list, in absolutely no order.

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1. Justin Nozuka

He's just this amazingly cute, American Japanese guy my brother's friend so happened to introduce to him, which led it to me. His voice has such a rich, sexy raspy tremor to it, and I'm dying to walk down the isle with him. I like his moles. And I hate that everytime I type 'Justin' into youtube, the suggestion is 'Bieber'.

Nozuka>Biber.

Click for the song I love most from him at the moment, 'My Heart Is Yours'.

Also check out:

'Gray'
'Golden Train'
'Save Him'
'After Tonight'
'Unwoken Dream'
'Hollow Men'

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2. Travis Garland

Travis is originally from a boy band called NLT, which most of you would know the wheelchair boy from Glee came from. He sings, and he dances. Omg, how uber amazing is thaaat. And he also has a signature mole on his face. (What's with me and guys with moles.)

Click! To listen to his version of 'Beautiful Nightmare' from Beyonce, where he sings AND dances ;)

Also check out:

'Believe'
'Airplanes (B.O.B cover)'
'Dead and Gone (JT cover)'

And a few other NLT songs :)

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3. John Mayer

If you have never heard of Mayer, please, stick your nose so high up your ass, shit comes out from your mouth. Mayer, is an asshole. And that's what makes him so sexy, because he KNOWS he is. Geez, you can only do that when you're a millionaire, have a bunch of tattoos, sexy curly hair, a god with your fingers, and have girls falling all over each other to get to you.

I love all his songs. And you don't need any introductions, cause every one of them are so effin' good. ;)) I'd be playing his songs at my wedding/birthday/karaoke/funeral. Hee.

The best ones are:

'Daughters'
'Free Fallin'
'Dreaming With A Broken Heart'
'City Love'
'Come Back To Bed'
'Heartbreak Warfare'
'Your Body Is Wonderland'

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4. Brian Puspos


While watching through his choreography, I just found something about him that oozes with sex appeal. He wears all these shirts that reveal but not reveal his body, and his arms are so toned, you can stick pencils between his triceps. He dances to his emotions.

Which is why you should Click! to watch this choreography he did. Because his description itself tells you so much about how he loves, and how could you not want to marry that. ;)

You should watch this just to check his style out:

'Onto The Next One'
'Always And Forever'
'The ArkiTeks'

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5. Kyle Hanagami




What part of that face you don't want to tongue rape? He's so gorgeous it's unbelievable. I can't believe I missed him when he came down to Singapore to teach classes, but that's just god/destiny/fate telling us it's not the right time yet. His dances are always always always amazing :D

CLICK! For Bad Romance ;)

You should also check out his productions with The Lost Kids:

'Neverland at Element X'
'Somebody To Love'
'Might Like You Better'
'Hey Ho'
'Saga'
'Cooler Than Me'
'How Low'

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There are, of course a million other people I would wanna marry, like, Ryan Conferido, Dave Grohl, Erik Hassle, Patrick Stump.

And did I mention?

Katy Perry.

_|_ Russel Brandt, that is for you.




Hey. A girl can dream.
:)

Thursday, October 28, 2010

I'm going to run through the doors of my high school, I'm gonna scream at the top of my lungs.






















There's so many more pictures with me that I can't upload because of the super computer. Which I have to say is one of the most annoying technological equipment I ever had to deal with.


Even if you're here. Even if you're not. You guys mean the world to me.


Jaycee
Jasmine
Faris
Lawrence
Peter
Farah
Carmen
Arya
Pang
Jia Lun
Rah rah
Yu Hui
Nasri
Wai Hoe
Kok Weng
Azalea
Naddy
Wei Shen
Alex
Teck Tsen
Ryan
Eleena
Tas
Deedee

Ms Anjali
Ms Hoo
Ms Ann
Ms Ann Marie
Cikgu Norul
Mr Zac
Mr Gandi
Mr Rama
Mr Sugu
Mr Surish
Mr Hafiz
Mr Munis
Mr Siva
Mr Ihsan

You guys are all super amazing people. Teehee.

I love you.


When I was 12, I had this amazing vision of what high school life was going to be like. But it wa all blank, empty spaces. I used to imagine being the 'it' girl and having tons of friends and people who fall over their own feet to get to me. (which obviously didn't happen.) I dreamt a lot of what going through from being the oldest in your old school, to a minority in your new high school like would feel like.

I didn't know it would feel this beautiful :)

Thank you so much for completing the puzzle of my 12 year old mind about the past 5 years of my life. I wouldn't want them any other way.


:)

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Looooooocas.

So today is officially the first day I heard my brother's voice in let's say, a month? It's been a month and 4 days (mum has been keeping count), and I don't think I was thinking much of him because of my hectic schedule with school activites and dance.

But thanks to Jon's awesome parents (Uncle TS and Auntie Susan ♥), I managed to catch him for about 30 minutes, listening to him talk about the super cool friends, and going to play basketball soon (WOAH, THAT'S A FIRST). And how he furnished his room, and loves his roommate. Teeeeheeeeeeee.

It's awesome that he's settled in. The parents can stop worrying about now haha.

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I had about 8 hours of dance today, 5 hours the day before, and I'm going to continue with another 7 tomorrow. Pretty crazy if you ask me. That's 20 hours in total, for 3 days. Gah. How am I going to live.



Today officially marks the last month before SPM.

30 DAYS.




Uh oh. Is all.


Friday, October 22, 2010

Emptee.

For those of you who don't know Emptee, it's about time I open your eyes to a whole new different world of graphic teeshirts. This is for those people who keep staring at other people with cool shirts and ridonkulous captions, and want to rip it off them and keep it for themselves.

It's to satisfy your window shopping needs. But if you want to get them so badly, why not ;))

Red Moses on a jacket.

The secret to the head men use to think with.

Drumera.

So that's the secret.


And support the masterminds behind the Emptees.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Falling asleep to the sound of sirens.




'We could make something happen, something incredibly beautiful, savagely intense, terrifyingly amazing. Or, we could keep it a secret. And then, we, or however wonderful we would come to be, would become undone, would fade away, and disappear into oblivion.'

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Important annoucement tayme.


Hello there girls and boys. Today, I would like to talk about how my life sucks. I have people I don't know, hating me about things I love to do. I have not finished studying Moral. I have to wake up in 7 hours. I don't know what I'm going to do for the 2 1/2 hours I sit in the exams, which I would obviously fail. Apparently I bring everyone down.

But then there's the shiny, beautiful part of life. Which makes you wanna watch love movies and cry all night. Or, cuddle up with a bunny you've had since forever and talk to it about how shitty your life is.



Friends.


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Monday, October 11, 2010

Taking this heart you broke in two.

I miss my guitar, and I miss dancing. So, so, so badly.

Don't get me wrong, I love musicals. And I love watching the aftermath of my brainstorming and the choreography I come up with. But it's so vastly different from the style I'm accustomed to.

Trials today was a complete mess. I couldn't write up to 1000 words for the BM Karangan, and I could hardly keep my eyes open. My legs almost froze to Popsicles even under the kurung skirt. I don't know how I'm going to survive tomorrow.

Sejarah is a foreign language. I kept falling asleep halfway through the paper. Thank god I have english tomorrow. That, I can do with easeeeee.

Anyway, I'd have the time to blog on wednesday about the past whole senior year, and how it's ending in two weeks time. Which sucks as hell. But at the same time I'm dying to leave. There's so many things that's making my mind distressed.

Now, to cram my head between my Sejarah books. Hopefully I can take a photograph with this oh-so-useful brain of mine, either that or just be crazy enough to get all the answers right tomorrow.